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New Threads
03:59
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I hope I die a certain way
Along with all the things I say
I ordered some new threads
Along with some new friends
I’m hoping that they fit me great
I don’t believe that I can change
My ways, perspectives all I make
I’m moving with a different beat
Without my meds I’m on repeat
Building new looks for my brain
Prescription glass could smash and break
It’s holding up with routine cleans
And when I take them off it’s like a blurry screen
It’s calling my name
From a far candid way
I hope I die a certain way
Along with all the things I say
I ordered some new threads
Along with some new friends
I’m hoping that they fit me great
The grass is greener, I know it’s pure
It’s not in my dreams I’m pretty sure
As far as I can tell I’m over it
But it’s not what the doc tends to think
I’m not fixated on it I swear
I’ll move my mind to a new fear
I’m open to new things like biking or golfing
I’ll try anything
It’s calling my name
From a far candid way
I hope I die a certain way
Along with all the things I say
I ordered some new threads
Along with some new friends
I’m hoping that they fit me great
I hope I die a certain way
Along with all the things I say
I ordered some new threads
Along with some new friends
I’m hoping that they fit me great
I ordered some new threads
Not that you’d like them
I’ve heard it all before
I hope I die a certain way
Along with all the things I say
I ordered some new threads
Along with some new friends
I’m hoping that they fit me great
I hope I die a certain way
Along with all the things I say
I ordered some new threads
Along with some new friends
I’m hoping that they fit me great
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Still got hearts on my phone
Next to your name don’t care if it’s stupid
Still low key in love
I will never find the time to fix it
Every time my hearts on my sleeve
Falling breaking every damn part of my knees
Every time I fall asleep
Hoping you’re in every damn part of my dreams
You’re still up top in my favourites
In the search bar is where I am living
Still got hearts on my phone
Next to your name don’t care if it’s stupid
And I know you know what it does to me
Your friends tell me that I’m out of your league
Feeling alright, sleeping just to kill time
I woke up at two, another day without you
Wasting my time, telling me you’re all mine
Damn I wish it true
You’re still up top in my favourites
In the search bar is where I am living
Still got hearts on my phone
Next to your name don’t care if it’s stupid
And I know you know what it does to me
Your friends tell me that I’m out of your league
Still got hearts on my phone
Next to your name don’t care if it’s stupid
And I know you know what it does to me
Still got hearts on my phone
Next to your name don’t care if it’s stupid
And I know you know what it does to me
Your friends tell me that I’m out of your league
Ooo it’s time
To take you off my list of goodnights
Thinking bout the hole in my life
I’m filling up on hearts to get by
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Gold Star
03:45
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It struck me clean like a knock to the head
I know it took time to get that off of your chest
Divided me up but it made me proud that you could look at me and say it aloud
And I know I’ve done you wrong
And I deserve what’s to come
But I can’t take back the time
I think it’s easier dreaming you in my life
You broke off the chains that my mind had been making
You staying was for me, selfish and breaking
All the things down that could’ve gone up
I know it’s too late to say sorry
But I think that it’s fair
That you wanna leave it here
I know that you feel that all this time, all this crying, has lead you nowhere
Take care
I wish I could be there
I think about you every night, every time
I’m looking up there
You’re the gold star
I caged your heart and always tapped on the bars (tapped you)
Admiring you, I thought I was doing no harm (I’m dumb)
My mistakes have me torn (in two)
But seeing you fly free is a beautiful thought
And I know I’ve done you wrong
And I deserve what’s to come
But I can’t take back the time
Taken some thought to realise
But I think that it’s fair
That you wanna leave it here
I know that you feel that all this time, all this crying, has lead you nowhere
Take care
I wish I could be there
I think about you every night, every time
I’m looking up there
You’re the gold star
I’ll be taking cover
If meet you another
Lover but I’ll understand
But if you do discover
That we are for each other
Unlikely, I hope you can
But in the end
It’s better I don’t pretend
My heart is broken but put back together
Seeing your happiness
Just take care
I wish I could be there
I’ll be wishing every night, every time
I could change this
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Keep In Mind
02:24
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Keep in mind, I loved you but not this time
I’ve learnt to love me more than your love could’ve ever tried
Keep in mind, I did you wrong in your eyes
I think we’re better off living seperate lives
(You want me, you love me?)
Keep in mind
Future’s kind
All those things you asked for will come alive
(You want me, you love me?)
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Chocolate
03:27
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The harder it gets to drop
The heavier feels to hold
And when I’m on my own I can’t think of nothing but holding you close
30 days to break it off
A habit that I can’t kick
And when I try to get it out, I fall into the hole again
We woke up reassured each-other
We weren’t lonely
Something bout feels so warm
Can’t control it
Cause you are like chocolate
Whether you like it
Cause I’ll always want and crave you
I guess I’m an addict
Cause you are like chocolate
Whether you like it
Cause I’ll always want and crave you
I guess I’m an addict
I wish I was just under a trick
Put on a path to feelin’ magic
But I spent my 3 wishes not too well
Out of a bottle its giving me hell
But I think it finally gave me some peace
Out of a bottle who cares it’s pretty sweet
Not like the taste you used to give me
I guess I’m fine just losing my mind
Cause I tried hard
But my demons got me
Lying to myself, I can’t break free
Got these brand new emotions
I never thought had the strength to get
There’s no use now, I’m stuck with this
Cause you are like chocolate
Whether you like it
Cause I’ll always want and crave you
I guess I’m an addict
Cause you are like chocolate
Whether you like it
Cause I’ll always want and crave you
I guess I’m an addict
I need some comfort now
I need some chocolate now
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Day Without You
06:32
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Every night, every time I fall asleep to the thought
Of your face and I just wont ever believe that it’s gone
It’s not like the others, it’s not like my own, most heavenly smile my eyes I’ve ever known
Even the scar you hate, the one that’s so small, just picturing it in my head is taking a toll
It’s a flooding wound in my head but the tap won’t turn off
The flow feels red but deep down inside I know it’s easily stopped
So I…
Try to keep busy
Try to push through it
Thought my birthday would make me feel better but then again it’s another day without you
I know that you’re not just it
I know that there’s more to life
Rather than think of this
I prefer to fantasise
I’m gonna get you out of my head
I’ll try
I want to show what I am
I want to show what I’ve done
Not trying to prove anything
After all I’m number 1
I’m gonna use the tips my doctor told me try
They told me nothing even matters, don’t worry kid you can cry
Cause 23’s a beige age you have your whole life to figure it out
Just as long as you take a breath
At least you’ve done something today
For your head
Just as long as you take a breath
Deeper thoughts come along with more oxygen
Try to keep busy
Try to push through it
Thought my birthday would make me feel better but then again it’s another day without you
Just a boy
Gone over his head
I know you feel that I’m gone
I know you really care
(Just a day girl without you
In my head but I like it)
(Just as long as I take a breath
At least I’ve done something today
For my head)
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